I kinda realized I perfectly alienated everyone around me to the point the damidge done is irreversible. It’s definitely too much of a hassle to be within 50 yards of me at the risk of being hunted down by someone or something. I wonder if anyone actually thinks there’s a point in apologizing. It’s Convert AND Die; I’ve been over this.
Now, is this a post about me suicidalizing? Nah, I just think it’s the last post I ever really need to make, so I’m probably stopping. I’ll still upload some dumb Discordz & RIM Harks, th0.
Let’s take a trip down memory lane since I know no one downloaded my GaiaOnline “””journal””” thing. There’s around 500 posts in there.
https://rimhark.weebly.com/other.html
Here’s one of the first posts. Dis site is still up, but the formatting is wrong.
https://web.archive.org/web/20130328030549/https://suicideproject.org/2012/01/madness-endowed-i-am-nothing-and-nothing-lasts-forever/
There’s a comment I dropped in here. Still relevant & nice, too.
https://web.archive.org/web/20130715060340/https://suicideproject.org/2010/07/helium-hood-method/

Wut’s dat? I used to spellcheck everything? Why I nevar…
So, I guess it’s time to mention some other things. Some may think I’m currently bitching about not getting laid by womynz or something. I remembered the prime reason why I started doing all this after writing that other thing before, and it was because I would rather be in Solitary Confinement, under perma-house arrest or being in some padded room with just an internet connection while getting free food and being hikikomori-senpai than actually having sex with you or being forced to tolerate your demands of me. Of course, death was always a wonderful option as well. It would probs be an amazingly better experience if I can live alone without human contact. If you’re wondering if I’d pick having sex with inferiors or being a well-off, hikikomori NEET-senpai, the answer is still the second one. I’d pick living with a nurse that never touches me & feeds me NEETendies than you.
I used to somewhat argue in favor of legalizing assisted suicide, but I realized that if I don’t have even the slightest bit of effort to leave the house to find some building to jump off of, I’m not going to some clinic with your retarded documents and retarded waiting list. Thus, I looked up Suicide by Cop and formulated le dank Suicide by Society. See, the thing here is that I’m not paying you anything for anything. I will not kill me, you will. I am currently in the process of committing assisted suicide by getting you to get off your ragey wagey ass and do something about it. I will die on your dime.
Of course, I had another theory that I might manage to actually get what I wanted in the process of it, so I kinda got sucked into the realm of actually trying to change something about it. That was the faultiest thing to do, so I’m repairing that damidge right nao.
I did make Mega Emo since I used to cut myself and put some of those feelz right in there. I have like 10+ large scars on my left arm. There’s still a pic on my MySpace (still “weretindere”) of me cutting my mouth with a razor if you want a quick peek. I don’t have any way to access the account to my knowledge, so let’s continue dis dank post.
I’ve had a scat fetish on & off since I was 14. I liked watching womynz take a shit before I cared about saying, “I’m gay”. I’ve come to realize it was easier to say, “I’m gay” than “I like womyn taking a shit” since quite frankly, le right wing & le left wing are quicker to defend pedophiles than me, so you can have one of many nice reasons why I don’t defend any of you collectively. Womyn taking a shit was always nicer than men doing it. I stopped stroking to it when I said I was gay then felt the urge to fap to more foids.
I know <<>><><>Shadman used to draw some of it, but it was nice how a lot of peeps claim he does what he wants and doesn’t follow any criticism. Sure, like how he was quicker to justify appealing to pedophiles and gore lovers while complaining about how much people rejected this one. Thankfully, whatever you think of me will never matter. Gotta love searching for “scat” on certain hentai sites and getting non-scat results just because of their descriptions always going, “things I will NOT draw”. They’ll draw lolis, though. /b/tards flood their board with lolis, but I never see a single scat thread. I get it, you love pedos more than u love me. Oh u scared, breh. You should go watch GG Allin eating & rubbing his shit over himself on stage. It’s hilarious.
Another thing that’s started bothering me about incels & this hypergamy claim was when I made my old dating account like 5 years ago. I put on there that I’m a NEET and will never work. I got 4 guys to come talk to me within a few months, and one of them said he wanted to date me which was the one that sucked my dick and vice versa. He asked if I ever had a scat fetish, & I told him it wasn’t that great since I really didn’t want to do any of that.
What’s happening right now is that I feel like going on another dating account to try this with females, since it feels like something is wrong with people not taking Le Phinal Pill. Why do people keep telling me about things, but I keep getting this weird feeling that men are more okay with me being Forever NEET than females are. The feministos haven’t really made me feel welcome under most any circumstance. They say gender roles hurt menz & womynz, but while we’re dealing with ultra hurt NEETs in Le Incelosphere, I don’t see them even trying. I hear both Red Pill & Blue Pill fuckwads trying to tell them they’d be better off getting a jerb to be society’s little bitch.
Ya know, it’s like a trap that they, /r/IncelTears, incels & various Pill Trinity dingbats are setting up for themselves. Don’t tell me I can’t get laid with an account saying I’m never working.
So, here’s the deal. If you want, we can haz some sort of reverse polgyny. Ya know, I get 4 foidz & they all go to werk to serve me NEETendies, and we can have a bonus shit orgy if they want. Maybe they can invite some moid friends over. I don’t know what you think you’re getting from me, but you’re not really getting what you want under any circumstance.